Scattered Thoughts...

Before I opened this page, I had lots of things in my mind to write about. But for some reason, right now I am having a blank feeling. There's nothing in my head to write about. Hehe...I have gone through these before. What's it called? Writer's blah blah blah? How pathetic can this be. I still don't have a topic to write about. So how about a topicless blabbering?

I had a horrible handwriting when I was young. I still don't claim to have a beautiful handwriting, but I guess it's passable now....people can at least read it. Since I started working, the amount of hand written stuff has gone remarkably low. Previously, I had to trash a lot of paper filled with hand written question answers, maths, and what not? I would even write down move lists for specific games in my Diaries. And whenever I'd write something, I'd try to make the handwriting slightly better. Why? Plain and simple answer....cause my dad wanted me to have a clear and nice handwriting. He once hit my fingers with the wooden scale because I wrote hierogliphics in the name of Bangla :s

I have no grudges against him. He has a crystal clear, parlescent hand writing. Err..parlescent means muktar moto, right? Even if the meaning is different, I don't care at this moment. It sounds so nice...parlescent hand writing. Err....is parlescent a word at all? Or did my mind just made it up? See, if you want to get confused, it's quite easy. The harder thing is to get one out of confusion. Especially when it's someone else.

Recently I faced this problem with a person. He brought up a weird query to me. It took me a while to understand the problem(!) itself. So I had to go backend, and contact the technical guys. After getting the info from them, I realized that this query-person is seriously confused. If I were half confused, I'd certainly lose my job. Anyways, I took my time and wrote a reply to his mail. After a day, he mailed back..."I understand....but then why is this happening?". Lol...wondering what "this" Is? He just rephrased his original query...and I was like : what the hell? So I gave him a call and tried to make him understand. But you know....the confusion was so deep that it didn't work. Oh wait...it didn't quite happen the way I just wrote it. Damn...how could my memory fail me? I actually called him before he read the mail. He said he understood everything during the call, but I got that mail a day after our telephonic conversation ended. And that's when I became sure about the fact that he is still confused. I wish I could explain the confusion here, but that'd be to geeky. For record's sake, I just mention that it was regarding the validity of a regular top-up card and that of our value voucher feature, namely My Choice.

So what was that "for the record's sake" all about? Yeah, I wish to get back to this writing some time. Not now, maybe a long long time after...when my life will be different. As I say and hope, my life will not be the same as it is; forever. It's like there are so many valleys to explore, so many roads to walk...why should I confine myself into a corporate money machine? Why should I waste my efforts for helping someone to do a nordic robbery? There's no point.

WIll write more later...